Joseph Haw Yu Hong

It's not the first time, and I hope this is the last time I talk about this.

2012-01-27T08:19:00.001-08:00

Even champions have flaws too.

Imagine you're on an island,

with a troop of friends.

You guys were stuck.

and, you're selected as the leader (in my case, I am suppose to be the leader).

you can have your own opinions,

you can have your own ways of leading.

As a leader, or actually pacemaker, or literally beat provider,

you decides, how the band plays, how a music flows, how a troop march.

But, there's one little miss bossy, came in,

and gave commands, like,

"SLOW DOWN. SILENT. STOP"

quite impolitely.

*end of story*

Back to real world.

Champions have flaws too.

I know.

but, you are not perfect too?

What makes you think your opinions are better.

EVEN YOUR OPINION IS BETTER, polite a bit lah.

Won't harm you, right?

If you said that I talk big and didn't do what I act,

I was known as a very bossy scout junior before.

My scout seniors know me.

If you see how much I've improved,

then, I can't find any reason,

why you can stay this way,

and continue being bossy.

I've told you more than once, twice,

and you think I didn't understand your situation.

Yes. You might feel stressed.

You might feel burdened taking over so many responsibilities.

You might feel tired of carrying unnecessary duties.

But please, just give your opinions more politely, can?

and not,

"NAH. I CAN POINT WHERE YOUR MISTAKE WAS.

HERE HERE HERE. HERE YOU SHOULD STOP, BUT YOU DIDN'T.

DIDN'T SLOW DOWN, DIDN'T PICK UP........"

Please.

I'm mad enough.

I swallowed all my anger, put it all here.

It shows, how much I've improved,

instead of throwing all to your face.

Yeah.

i am not angry.

I am just writing this cause i know she's reading this.

Heartbeat of the band

I didn't bring it in your face, because I still respect you.

If you still respect me, then, please, just change the way you talk.

It's quite annoying when you point and point and expect others to listen.

Seriously. I am not a slave. I do my duty for a reason.

DONE!

500th Post!!! :D

2012-01-27T08:15:00.000-08:00

after about 5 years of blogging.

Thanks for all the support people.

whether you're new reader, old reader,

thank you. :D

I hope I will have time to blog still.

This blog is like my diary,

I write almost everything here.

Thanks for making an effort to understand what's in my mind.

arigatho.

:)

nights!

3 random pictures.

2012-01-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

Task given : build something with a deck of poker cards.

my cute 88 years old grandpa (mother side)

Rothman Roundabout - well done pakatan rakyat.

CNY COMING!!!!

The 3 random pictures, just to share what happened recently

(or few months ago).

Cause, if i write any other thing,

my blog,

WOULD BE AS BORING AS MY LIFE NOW.

-_______________-

I AM SUPER BOREED.

GOD. PLEASE RESCUE ME.

-_____________-

Oh btw, have any idea how to apply UK or US uni?

hahaha. need help. thanks. :D

Repent.

2012-01-12T22:09:00.000-08:00

I got 1 month to repent.

Yes. 1 month.

Oh Lord.

Please forgive my sin.

Just want to let you guys know that we are all undeserved sinners.

We don't deserve the blood of Christ.

God offered her salvation for free.

People. We need this salvation.

I am thinking, I am a sinner too.

Huge sinner.

Sometimes I feel that I don't deserve to serve under his Throne.

I can't quit.

I have to move on with His strength.

Please remind me to stay close to God in this month,

brothers and sisters in Christ.

I need to get myself back on track.

God, please Give me strength.

Will blog quite a lot recently.

sorry for the boring post. :D

Pangkor. WA LAO!

2012-01-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

Cause we're just too awesome. :)

Why Wa lao.

hahaha.

it's simply because I say Walao all the time.

In any occasion,

any situation,

any place,

anywhere.

To me, walao = eeee eleh.

I can use it like,

"WA LAO! WHY YOU......."

"WA LAO!! IT'S NICE........."

"WA LAO!! THIS IS JUST SO STUPID!!"

simply, any occasion, any situation. LOL.

Btw, the Pangkor trip is REALLY REALLY FUN.

At last, i get to KAYAK.

So COOL.

And, we spent 350 bucks throughout the 4 days trip.

With Crabs, Stingray, Fishes, Sotong as dinner.

HOHOHO.

I don't know how to describe this trip.

It was PURE AWESOME.

Enjoy the beach talk we had every night after dinner.

There's one night we actually chatted until 1030.

On the beach.

While listening to the sea.

SO NICE.

Hahahaha. back to reality.

I will miss all of them .

The friends that went for the trip, or didn't go for the trip.

I will miss all of them.

After all,

quote namewee,

WA LAO.

Nights.

I will say "Cheers 2012" Even I don't drink beer.

2011-12-31T10:13:00.000-08:00

Cheers 2012!

2011 was really awesome.

I went through the hardest exam of my life.

I graduated from the awesomest school in this world.

I went through the super hard head prefect time.

and, I SURVIVED.

My friends always asked me to drink a can of beer (or half a can),

i always reject them by saying,

"i will get drunk even when i SMELL beer."

it's lame. i know.

i don't drink.

then, there will be noises saying

"hai yo. Yu Hong is not a true guy."

"How are you going to survive next time when you get involved in business?"

"hai yo. Dai lo Yu Hong. dai lo."

"yu hong chicken la. JUST DRINK IT."

"Yu hong don't give face laaaaa."

aha.

it's just me.

i don't drink.

But wait, i want to say something.

Christians CAN DRINK.

Just don't get drunk will do.

alcohol is good for health, but must be kept at low level.

So, why i don't drink?

it's just because, even with 2 cans of shandy, my ears will go RED.

i can't take alcohol.

My high rate of metabolism will make me go drunk easily.

and, i simply think,

I am Yu Hong.

I am not defined by how many cans of beers i can take.

I am defined by God.

I DON'T DRINK, AND I AM SO PROUD OF IT.

(Y)

I repeat.

My LIFE, is not defined by how many cans of beers I can take

without getting drunk.

I am YU HONG.

My image is super clear.

I don't need BEERS to prove how good I am.

*self admiration is good, again,*

of coursse, I might consider a lil red wine next time.

not beer. i will learn from red wine.

I believe that there will be someone in this world,

who understand me,

and accept me for this special ability in me.

cause, I am just, SPECIAL.

CHEERS PEEPS!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

MAY GOD BLESS EVERYONE.

When the Journey to the East changes Peoples Life. Christmas! Feliz Navidad.

2011-12-25T08:26:00.000-08:00

Our Journey to the East dance.

Nice. Nice.

To those who missed it, I would say,

awwww.

Hahahaha.

It's not that you've missed the drama.

The drama is not the highlight of the day.

It's the blessing, the LIFE CHANGING GIFT that you've missed.

You won't believe, cause you haven't try.

Once you've tried, you won't regret.

People tend to keep their old clothes cause they can't accept the new clothes yet.

But, when they realise the beauty of new clothes, they will let go the old ones, right?

It's the same. The blessing from Jesus Christ is something that's so nice,

that you shouldn't miss it.

Take some time, feel it.

You won't regret.

Think about that.

Why, so many people, fall on their feet towards this almighty King in Heaven.

If I have the time to tell you more, I could tell you SCIENTIFICALLY

God exist, God is real, God made this world, God loves us, and God's with us.

There will be one day, you can feel it.

The Christmas gift will be yours.

Don't miss it!

Feliz Navidad. :)

When my fellow youth get active.

2011-12-23T10:24:00.000-08:00

Self admiration is good.

You must admire yourself, before you admire others, kan?

I brought my kids out for sports recently.

Since they got their school holidays.

Aha. They are not as sporty as i think. LOL.

and, some of my youth, can really talk big.

When they arre saying how good they are in badminton,

i was quite convinced.

Until i challenged them singles in badminton.

OH MY. i trashed them.

accidentally.

._.

hahahaha. honestly, badminton is not my best sports.

Try my handball.

It's like, all i want to say is,

the good players really know how to show their skills

by action instead of using words.

Some of my youth can play well. they are quiet, but skillful.

Humble people. O humble people.

I must learn from them O humble people.

and, there's one or 2 youth barely know how to return strokes.

It's not like they got no sense in sports.

it's just, their childhood with sports are ruined by BOOKS (like narm)

and computer.

Like my very cute friend, narm, who doesn't know how to cycle.

O your childhood.

*sorry narm. I used you as example again. x) *

If you realised, I used a lot of O.

cause, it's, CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

O HOLY NIGHT, THE STARS ARE BRIGHTLY SHINING.

Jesus born in christmas day,

he born, to die for us.

there's no God in this world live as poor as Jesus did.

there's no God in this world live in lower category like Jesus did.

there's no God in this world tell the world that He loves them like Jesus did.

there's no God in this world live to die for us like Jesus did.

there's no greater love than this, that God is willing to give his only son Jesus away.

He has nothing, but the kings fear Him.

He died on the cross like a criminal, while he is sinless.

He died for me and you, while not all of us know him.

He can see you living in this world, while he was on the cross.

He's the only God who came to carry our shame, pain, sins, and put everything on himself.

He's the only God that died so lonely for people that's not worth it.

He's the only God that died without any honour.

He's the only God that has beaten death, and LIVES again.

He has done great thing.

God has a great plan on everyone.

This salvation, this present, is prepared for you through a lot of people.

Through your friends, family, or even my blog.

this present is for you, and right in front of you.

if you accept it, thank God.

The whole heaven is celebrating for you.

:)

If you can't SEE God around you,

look at the people around you.

Formation of MANKIND is done by God.

Formation of EARTH is done by God.

Formation of SCIENCE is done by God.

It's whether, you believe or not.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE PEOPLE!!!!

It was just so awesome that I don't know what this blog title should be.

2011-12-18T11:05:00.000-08:00

Putrajaya,

land of wealth.

I am sorry for not blogging for such a long time.

I was too busy playing.

._.

afterall, my STPM life was pure awesome.

The moment when I was about to answer the final question of STPM,

and the question was so easy,

and I circled the right ans and darken the space on ans sheet,

OH GOSH,

IT'S ALL OVER!!!

Nothing is tougher than conquering STPM.

Seriously, I rather take 10 SPM than taking 1 STPM.

-_____-

It's all over.

I suspect I did ok.

Now, it's all left on God's hand.

and. our first outing after exam, we went putrajaya.

A lot of walking, a lot of bus riding.

A lot of sun, a lil rain.

A lot of tall buildings, witnessed how people's money get burned by government.

Seriously, why would Kementerian Wanita needs a 20 storeys tower.

-__-

even the girls said it's such a waste.

This proves that I am not sexist. I am just expressing the facts.

Please la. Even women are super complicated,

especially the ones that have given birth (woops),

we don't need 20 storeys tower to solve woman rights problem.

-___-

And the fact is, they did nothing.

Build that for what.

-___-

Ok. I shall stop talking bad about government.

The trip was rather tiring, but seriously fun.

And i realised, I have some cute friends that actually don't know how to cycle.

SO FUNNY.

Narmatha

Judy

Shok Chang

Tzen Yew

Sok Yeng

And i kept asking myself,

what you all did when you guys were young.

AHA.

Where's your childhood. LOL.

And during the cycling time,

you can hear LOTS OF SCREAMING going on.

Seriously.

Narm. Don't scream behind my back while I cycle.

It's like, screaming "YU HONG THERE'S A CAR" while i drive.

I was quite grouchy.

I was so tired.

Lack of sleep a day before.

Sorry.

and, as the end of this long blog post,

presenting, the most meaningful picture of all.

Those years, when we study, conquer STPM,

walk, play play PLAY together.

Gonna miss these friends.

My form 6 life was pure awesome,

no regrets.

:')

*it's christmas! it's christmas!*

After maths, truly aftermath.

2011-12-06T10:21:00.001-08:00

This movie is good.

a lil sick, but very good.

teenager's love story.

but the ending, so mean.

the main characters didn't get together.

awwww.

i prefer happy ending.

a lot of them didn't know that i watch romantic movies,

thought that i am some kind of cool guy that look tough,

tough

handsome

tough

and

tough.

but, that tough look, is only my mask.

in fact, i am not tough at all. hahaha. i cry at times.

not during movie.

I am not that strong mentally.

I put on that tough look, cause it's my duty as a head prefect.

after i retire,

i don't have that tough look anymore, right?

today, is really after maths, and aftermath.

Math,

DAMN HARD.

-________________-

if i am being optimistic, i will lose 10 marks,

which give me A.

if i am being pessimistic,

i think, i might get a B.

.___________.

so, i might need my paper 2 to pull my marks up.

but, i ended up watching the apple of my eye.

maybe, i am not as tough as you guys think.

i hope my love story can have a happy ending too.

not as what happened today.

-study time. bye-

Aftermath

2011-12-01T08:50:00.001-08:00

Very thick cloud.

the storm is coming.

halfway through STPM.

5 down, 5 to go.

I am very tired after every exam.

Especially, today.

But, i would say, God's grace is really sufficient to me.

Here's my little testimony.

For today's bio,

even the paper is a really tough one,

but i manage to do 4 essay questions out of 6.

*required to do 4*

And out of the 4 subjective questions, i can do 3.5.

Plus, there's one essay question,

the part B of the question gives 7 marks.

A lot of people didn't pay attention to that subtopic.

So, they went and challenge the other harder questions instead.

but, i actually read it. Even it's not so clear,

it's SUFFICIENT.

thank God that i still remember the subtopic that time and i didn't lose that 7 marks.

because of that, i can get the max out of the 4 questions that i can do,

instead of challenging 3 questions while leaving one minor question confused.

not to say can score, but, should be alright lah. Sufficient. :)

For chemistry,

I would really say, it's a miracle.

I went toilet, and when i come out,

i forgot one equation that actually, rarely come out in exam.

i went and memorize it. and, for real,

IT CAME OUT THIS YEAR.

If i can't answer that part,

it's either, i lose 7or 8 marks,

or i have to do tougher questions which I have no confidence on.

and, miraclely, i can do 4 questions again. Out of 6.

therefore, God's grace, sufficient lah.

even i almost used up my time due to some error in calculation.

at least, i manage to finish the paper, and hand up the best answer i can present.

;)

the war is not over yet.

Maths is coming.

*the title of this post is not because of this. lol.*

hope that i am prepared.

and so, the dreamer has to vanish for 15 days.

maybe to hide, but mainly for their sake.

appreciate them.

Different biological niche, even from the same family.

2011-11-28T10:49:00.001-08:00

Life is about fighting without stopping.

Make sense. Make sense.

Even how similar a twin is, they are never the same.

They can never have the same biological niche.

therefore, even how much you want to be like that person,

you just can't be him.

Sometimes i feel like replacing someone that doesn't deserve.

It's like, students from CHS caught smoking.

I used to think this way.

how nice it would be if i can REPLACE those useless student.

or, REPLACE them with someone who deserve the place more.

*of course, now i love samad more*

When there's someone who doesn't deserve things,

i hope, he/she can be replaced, immediately.

but, Who deserves and who doesn't?

In fact, everyone doesn't deserve the grace from heaven.

post more about this before christmas. :)

Back to topic,

If you don't appreciate the little attention given,

I WISH I COULD REPLACE YOU.

The one who deserves. is the one who appreciate things.

If you don't appreciate, you don't deserve it.

Give it to others.

cause, others want it so badly.

Yes. as you see,

I am not happy recently.

A lot of things bothering.

Stress,

unconcerned.

Some loneliness,

with a pinch of tiredness.

I actually thought about seeking youth leader's help.

But, afterall, i kept it to myself.

Really. i don't want anyone to know.

I can handle it, but it will take some time.

no worries.

maybe, i'm just too sad that,

the movie i want to watch badly,

i don't have the chance to watch.

or, the freaking double thriller is coming soon.

I don't like this thursday.

BIO PAPER 2 + CHEMISTRY PAPER 2

Apple of his eye.

I wish I could help.

Even, it's a very small matter.

Correct Show, Wrong Time.

2011-11-27T21:31:00.001-08:00

Listening to this song repeatedly.

It seems that this is my kind of movie.

But, sadly,

why on screen during STPM.

-_______-

I want to watch this so badly.

But, crap, this movie will be down by wednesday.

Watch movie, or study.

.____________.

everytime, nice movie will come when we have major exams.

Gosh.

I'll miss this.

The Apple of The Eye.

Apple of his Eye.

2011-11-27T10:42:00.001-08:00

feeling terrible.

Because,

I feel that I am fat.

-________________-

Don't judge people by his or her looks.

But unfortunately, sometimes looks really determines everything.

even you're best in everything,

improved in everything,

when your look is bad,

means, jia lat.

Therefore,

I should really cut my hair.

-___________________-

Yesterday, wass the 2nd time in this month that i broke my drumstick.

I mean, this

then,

I spent 80 bucks to buy 3 sets of new ones.

THEY LOOK SO GOOD.

Thinking about that,

including today,

i duty as drummer for 7 weeks consecutively.

Maybe I am a person that don't know how to reject people's requests.

Maybe i am a person that don't know how to say NO.

it's good, i think?

But, people tend to take you for granted.

.______.

reject, or no reject.

And, it's kinda funny that when someone ask for your opinion,

but actually reject your idea and go on with his/her idea.

since your idea is so brilliant, and your decision is final,

WHY BOTHER ASKING ME.

LOL.

Apple of the Eye.

I think, I should, stop.

you win.

Decision Making

2011-11-26T09:41:00.001-08:00

Should i tell the truth?
Or, should i wait?

Life isn't as simple as a T- junction.

You have lots of choices to make.

Let me explain my situation a bit.

The thing is, telling the truth, is not good for person X.

Don't tell the truth, it's not good for person Y.

While, telling the truth makes my life easier.

But, I can't betray person X.

And, there are 2 person that can fit into character X,

while 2 person can fit into person Y.

Complicated?

Let me explain further.

I face the same situation, but in 2 different social circles.

Both social circles, A and B.

I have to deal with both sides of people, while, on the both sides,
i can't just tell the truth as what I always do usually.
*if you know me, you know, I always speak my mind out*

Therefore, it's not easy.

and, I have to consider my feelings (the intercept part) too.

yep.

Complicated.

I think, I'm just exhausted.

So tired.

: /

With every breath of me.

2011-11-14T10:47:00.001-08:00

Truly like this song.
very touching.
:)

Why are the composers so talented.

i want to write song this touching too.

I don't have awesome voice.

Did you notice it rains a lot lately?

It's because i sing at home.

AHAHAHAHA. :D

Next time, i should be a farmer.

and sing all night long.

.__.

Study time.

being random at 2:49 am. :D

It's not costly but very valuable.

2011-11-13T05:34:00.001-08:00

Thanks for the little care.

Appreciate them.

At last.

Thank God.

Unreachable

2011-11-12T10:24:00.001-08:00

No matter how hard i try, it seems unreachable.

I am not good enough?

just a glimpse of hope.

thanks for all the stories, all the sharing.

I am happy to be your listener,

sometimes, appreciate who's beside you is more meaningful than seeking for more.

they work silently, but people take them for granted.

only when you appreciate it, you can feel the value of it.

i am glad to have my close friends.

Maybe it's the sad feeling knowing I am leaving them one by one.

Thank you.

I miss you,

and I'll miss you.

At last, Graduated.

2011-11-11T00:41:00.001-08:00

Pn. Tiong and the awesome boys.

Make it very straight.

The graduation ceremony was, boring.

VERY, boring.

The first time i actually felt PA textbook is interesting.

Boring speeches,

then, boring speeches,

then more boring speeches.

Actually, I am quite upset.

It's not because I didn't get to give speech on behalf of form 6-ers.

(in fact, i don't want it)

That's what happened.

we know that form 6 will have a representative to give speech.

So, since I was not informed, I was thinking, Quek

(Form 6 Society President) should be the one who's giving speech.

I asked him. He said he's not informed also.

Then I was thinking, (the negative way) it's going to be a Malay.

I am right. He's a Malay.

This is not that I'm racist.

Let me tell you why.

I know, this school can never leave their racism thinking.

Especially the headmistress.

So, i was guessing. and my prediction was right.

That dude on stage, came Samad for less than 2 years,

Quek stayed in this school for 7 years.

Quek contributed through his results (PMR 7A's, SPM 10A's)

So far I have not seen that dude's contribution.

Quek is active in co-curriculum,

that dude, honestly, what club is he in?

I am sad that the school recognize people by SKIN COLOUR,

instead of their contribution to school.

Isn't that a speech by a 7 years Samad BEST STUDENT,

is better than a guy that's not known by most of the people?

IF the school insist to have a Malay, put lah Azammudin.

He's a 7 years SAmadian too.

That's the story.

1Malaysia is a total bullshit.

The school add this in every speech, but they never implement it.

Everything they do, definitely related to race.

Malay Caterer

(we used to have chinese caterer)

Increasing quota of Malay students in A class

(while the good result students in B class are neglected)

Sudden lack of Chinese Language Teacher

(our experienced chinese teacher got kicked off)

Respect other races?

The students, do it much better than the authorities.

We can friend with all kinds of people, but why the authorities favour students by race?

1Malaysia, total bullshit.

Najib you fail.

At last, I am graduated.

Of course, this school gave me a lot.

I built my character in this school.

I love this school, not the authorities.

I love the surrounding, not the canteen.

Same goes to, I love Malaysia, but not the government.

7 years in Samad.

Means a lot to me.

post this here because I can't put this on facebook.

I'm sure what I said will cause a lot of conflict.

I made my points clear here.

If you still think I am wrong,

gosh. Go back, and read the whole post again.

Good song worth listening, even you don't speak chinese.

2011-11-06T09:52:00.000-08:00

well composed, well written.
A poem became a song,
how talented can this band be.
No doubt, better than jay chou.

It will be better if you understand chinese and know
how poetic this song is.
very touching thou.

about a love story between a young couple that wants to escape from home.

:)

Song name : Starry night.
Artist : Mayday

if you know me, you should know,

i love band songs.

i hope my drum students are prepared for next week's lesson.

i am a very strict teacher. no doubt.:)

time to study.

study hard narm and judy. :D

Wanted to be better for some reason. Tried my best but can't do a thing.

2011-11-05T10:41:00.000-07:00

Petr Cech.

Played even with serious injury.

Well deserved best keeper.

because I am ~~hating~~ someone that i am not suppose to ~~hate~~.

*or opposite. it works anyway*

Exam in 16 days.

Maybe I am not in the right mood to study.

LOL.

I'm screwed.

It will be a miracle if I can get 4.0.

the fact that I have to take over guitar class while i already have drum class.

cause my dear guitar teacher is going to face SPM.

*as if i am not facing my STPM. lol. *

i got a feeling that i want to go local U after form 6.

it's for some really minor reason.

just saying. But i can't get myself out of it.

i can't leave home. my everything is here.

Where are you going after your SPM/STPM?

No matter what you say,

engineering is my first choice,

and medic is my second.

No matter what's the risk that I am going to face,

screw it. it's better than going for a field that i didn't actually like.

*i like dissection actually. just don't have a super focused and sharp mind.*

Competitions kill.

Uh. Buhbye.

Magnet?

Wrong person I would say.

It's unfair, but it's fair.

2011-10-31T11:35:00.000-07:00

of all the things i still remember
Summer's never looked the same
the years go by and time just seems to fly,
but the memories remain

in the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
nothing to lose but everything to gain
reflecting now on how things could've been
it was worth it in the end

:')

hoping to get a lil care.

I hope, this is not a one way thing.

The complicated feelings that's impossible to be explained.

feels like, hong kong china taiwan bollywood hollywood drama all occurs at the same time.

The complexity of human race, what they think, what's in their mind.

the need of being cared. the feeling of seeking attention.

The feeling that you gives someone everything you have,

without gaining any back.

The feeling of putting all your effort in, but no products gained.

It's like, increase temperature in an endothermic equilibrium,
but the increasing pressure drags the equilibrium back to normal again.
pV=nRT

*awesome. I just applied chemistry in my life*

i know i shouldn't get the respond i wanted back.

I know i can't get it, i know i can't win.

cause, the 'enemy', is born not to be my enemy.

how can i hate that person,

while, this is a fair game.

it's no one's fault.

i use all these hints, because,

only the person involved needs to know what happened.

others, enjoy the song will do, ok?

:)

No secret involved.

Good night.

Lost a fight.

2011-10-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

I think,

I stand no chance in winning this.

I guess,

I should just give up.

I shall wait for His plan,

for me in the future.

Man plan His path,

only He leads the way.

Since 2008.

2011-10-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

Cold day, isn't it?

This is my 479th post.

Great.

I'm an active blogger.

Studied for 5 hours.

feels like banging wall.

don't know how my classmate can study for 8 hours per day.

some study even more.

and seriously, i feel so guilty for not studying.

i slack like crap.

._.

and i expect A's for my weak subjects.

._.

i hope i can get straight A.

i mean, 4.0.

i really want it badly.

i studied like crap lo.

._.

Got to work.

heyo. heyo.

._.

not time yet.

i should wait.

When effort is made without any product gained.

2011-10-17T10:04:00.000-07:00

Le Chatelier's Principle of study stress transfer.

LOL.

When you tried your best to be the leader that cares for your sheep,

the lost feeling that's unfilled.

It seems that you need more care from other people,

Other than just giving your care, over and over again.

I made an effort to be friendly,

please just show that you're a friend of mine too?

A superhero is just a normal human,

after he remove his attire.

And, honestly.

i post this, because,

I know that person I meant doesn't read blog.

Then, why I write this?

Maybe because, I am a blogger.

I write things about myself, whenever i feel like writing.

i pour out my feelings in blog. and normally, only the people that concerns about someone read blog.

it simply means, that person simply does not have any concern about meh.

I am out of topics to talk about.

Cause, you reply, but you never start a topic.

Maybe, you need silence.

I shall give you some.

and, honestly, (my second time using this)

I am stressed.

I am tired.

Provide without hesitating.

That's what shepherd, and a friend does.

It means, you're a friend to me,

I am not a friend of yours.

Because nothing could be done without the approval of God.

2011-10-13T09:12:00.000-07:00

A Psalm of David,

Even though I walk
   through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
   for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
   they comfort me.

(Pslam 23 : 4)

When you're at the darkest valley of your life,

don't ponder in the past,

move on.

Only with trials,

only with tough period of times,

you can shine like diamonds.

Diamonds,

A diamond is a transparent crystal of tetrahedrally bonded carbon atoms (sp³)

that crystallizes into the diamond lattice which is a variation of the face centered cubic structure

(from Wikipedia)

I tak faham what i posted.

but diamond, in order to be shiny and obtain high refractive index (n),

neeed to undergo heating. And cutting with laser.

Laser,

(if you're damn free, click here.)

in short,

it's a damn tough stuff.

hahahaha.

Therefore,

What's life without obstacles.

When life has no obstacle, it's a boring life.

Only when you face obstacle, you will appreciate when you're

at the mountain top.

Go.

Back to studies.

: /

Magnet. Please. Be my reader.

Simple. Just hope things can be simpler.

2011-10-09T10:05:00.000-07:00

Make sense. Make sense.

Sometimes i really prefer things to be explained within sentences.

Don't make your life hard.

Don't go deeper into the well.

It won't help. Just come out.

Gonna ~~sleep~~ study.

STPM is 40 days away and i can tell you, i am seriously

faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar

behind.

Especially my physics.

0 confidence.

Seems that my 5 A's dream almost gone already.

I really want 5 A's.

i want it so badly.

: /

and my life became quite complicated now.

My little secret seems exposed.

Gosh. Don't know how many people knows already.

I wonder, what the truth is.

It seems it's the truth,

I don't hope that it's true.

Look at the side, but can't do a thing.

Hey Blog. Let's talk.

2011-10-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

*when you feel weak, this is suitable for you. :') *

I think, I need someone to talk to.

*facing problem la*

But i choose my listener.

Cause, it's something big.

Or, I should just talk to my youth leader?

*better not. it will turn out very complicated*

I think, i shall just talk to my blog then.

Hey blog.

Do you know how i feel?

Maybe I am too strong, until everyone thinks i am okay.

In fact, I am not exactly okay.

Something that i should open up, but cannot open up.

Something i should hide, but don't want to hide.

Omnipotent awesome Lord. I will talk to you tonight.

Hope I can get some reply, ASAP.

There's a secret. MY secret.

So far, none knows about it.

Really. None.

Cause, I kept it quite safe. It's like, I didn't tell anyone.

Not even my friends.

Not even my family.

Only God,

my blog,

and I know.

It is not a wrong thing.

I know what I am doing.

It's a right thing.

Just, maybe not time yet.

Waiting for the right time?

Complicated to explain.

Blog. Just dig into my shoes.

Blog oh blog.

My poor sandbag, afterall.

*knock knock*

if anyone is still here.

This is my lil secret corner.

I type what's in my mind.

Sometimes random, sometimes with meaning.

Sometimes for someone special, sometimes i just want to hide it,

but want to show it too.

It's the complicated mind of bloggers.

They want a listener, but they don't dare to share their secrets openly.

Hey I am here.

2011-10-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

Heard that Steve Jobs passed away.

*condolences*

I don't use iPhone, but i know this guy is very successful.

That's how much he influence the world.

With the apple he chewed.

Looked through the pictures,

and realised,

this is quite cool.

And, my student, xiu pei.

Someone influential died and so many people feels sad about it.

He died for no one.

Maybe his death is really an important day,

to iPhone or non iPhone users.

What about, someone that came to this world just to die,

know he's going to die,

for someone that's not worthy,

but still go on with His life and eventually died for that someone that's not worthy.

Yes. Jesus Christ.

Thank You.

As, I am not worthy of you doing so.

That's why, christians are lovely.

Cause, they are loved, and truly knows how to spread the love from above.

Btw, the picture, cute huh? x)

Take care.

No point.

The one is not here.

The one doesn't read blogs.

In my mind, always.

Dear blog,

2011-10-05T09:43:00.001-07:00

I will scribble you tomorrow.

Signifies Nothing.

2011-10-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

*not relevant to post*

When you realise the fact that

you're not worse in every sense,

but you lose in every match.

It's not that I deserve better.

It's like, unfair.

Yea.

Maybe I should look back at this picture whenever I feel this again.

Now i should feel better ( i wish).

Appreciate what you have.

Since, that's what people want but they can't get,

while you have it but you don't keep it.

Nights! :)

Perfectly Imperfect

2011-10-02T00:08:00.000-07:00

Things happening around me.

Like this 2 babies.

The sister, abigail take care of his younger bro baby joseph.

Transform a chia lat sungai ruan drumset to this nice position.

nicely tuned somemore.

and a super shy baby emmanuel that misses the mum very much.

(Y)

Went sungai ruan to help them for their church offering service.

It was epic.

PJY is epicly cool. (Y)

Trials is about to be over.

i hope i don't fail my physics. yeah.

Take care. :)

I banged on a human. Bad. Very bad.

2011-09-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

I drove,

that dude never notice the traffic,

too late for me to brake,

didn't brake enough,

BANG.

First time mann.

Thank God that guy was not injured.

He left after apologizing.

Seriously, I am not feeling good today la.

Feel so complicated.

Really,

Complicated.

Drop drumstick 3 times during worship.

Very bad.

God.

I sinned.

I am sorry I took your blood for granted.

Please forgive me.

I won't repeat it anymore.

and, God.

Please solve this peacefully.

I don't want to hurt anyone.

Show me the right path, according to your will.

Amen.

Better move on.

STUDY.

I feel that I am directed to another space. I am lost.

2011-09-15T10:13:00.000-07:00

The feeling is like,

hoping for a solution, but it didn't come,

and dare not to take the next action.

And, the feeling, i am not quite sure.

Maybe, it's as what that small boy said.

~~IT'S AS WHAT THAT BOY SAID.~~

I am quite sure of this feeling now.

and, it's kind of obvious.

God. Please give me an answer.

i want to let it go.
please take charge.

Hope it comes to an end.

Peacefully.

The little reward that I get,

I am happy.

Thanks.

Will do much better.

2 Friends' birthday. Such coincidence. :)

2011-09-15T10:02:00.000-07:00

to our Malaysia Day babies

my best friend, the adorable pretty dark

Shok Chang.

she's darker than me.

and my far far away friend,

Sen Hui.

yes we don't have pictures together. :(

HO HO.

God bless and have a blast. :)

The Glorious Days of Malaysia. Yes. I heart Malaysia.

2011-09-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Malaysia Day everyone.

Recently, i posted something regarding government.

How bad government is.

And, i want to clarify that,

MALAYSIA =/= GOVERNMENT.

I love My country, but doesn't mean i must love my government.

Government is just leader board that leads the country.

When they fails us, we knock them off.

I am like other malaysians,

support what's RIGHT,

SHOUT for our hero,

and SHOW our love to our nation.

All small little prayers bless the nation abundantly.

May all the bro and sis in christ, keep our country in prayers everyday.

Do our part,

our country is in God's hand.

Filling In, Falling In.

2011-09-03T10:30:00.000-07:00

Feeling dry.
Fill my cup.

You know the feeling when you're tired, but you have to move through it?

It's like, you're

dried,

and have to move on.

Maybe, it's known as, stress
(OKAY. I KNOW I JUST MADE SIMPLE TERM SOUNDS COMPLICATED)

In church, I teach

teach

teach

teach.

I know the reward will be on heaven.

But, at least, show me some appreciation?

It's like, hey, i spent 1 hour on each drum notes, and total of 10 drum notes,

when i am suppose to face my STPM.

It's not easy to teach thou.

Especially teach a bunch of young drummers from scratch.

and i teach chemistry, guitar.

hmmm.

I just hope my students can be better than I do one day.

:)

my 5 selected future drummers.

I might go overseas?

To study?

Might lah. Depends on my result.

Life is short. Appreciate what you have now.

:)

Dang I miss UA.

And this song.

=/

I guess they don't remember me anymore.

As, I am not like those cool guys.

I am just, weird among them. Or maybe, Cina-man. Or maybe, just Yu Hong.

The guy that got no dancing skill, but practiced like ass to get on stage.

(Y)

I guess, I am a very simple person?

:)

Toodles.

Finally,

I got my small fonts again.

ON YOUR SPEAKERS! MY NEW BLOG SONG. :)

2011-08-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

Students. I got new song for you guys to learn.

Teacher love it.

>:)

I am ~~playing guitar~~ studying.

HAHAHAHA.

Don't learn. :)

*SIGN OUT.*

The Kids, the Devils. >:)

2011-08-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

shhh. they are performing magic.

don't tell them i know the tricks before they even peform, okay?

went to KLCC Petrosains with a bunch of ~~devils~~ cute kids.

lol.

they are quite funny.

i scolded them once.

even they don't listen,

even they are noisy,

who cares. they are cute.

nowadays have to study a lot.

and things aren't going right.

based on what you know, am i a guy that breaks promises?

i will, if i am forced to.

i tried my best to keep it, and i am still keeping it.

back to work.

get well soon.

WORK HARD!

BYE!

What happened lately.

2011-08-16T06:41:00.000-07:00

Attended Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang Kokurikulum and received

5 certs.

Sijil Anugerah Khas Ketua Pengawas

Sijil Pimpinan Ketua Pengawas

Sijil Pimpinan CF Vice President

Sijil Pimpinan Yellow house capt

Sijil Khidmat Form 6 sports director.

Thank God!

Without Him , i can't do a thing.

Prefects retirement and Tzen Yew's birthday,

the awesome prefect BOD.

Teacher actually like my speech. :O

Someone actually listen to my speech. :')

and shaving as Tzen's birthday present and my retirement celebration.

Ish. 2 months to grow back.

-.-

Back to work!

100 days to December,

2011-08-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

and i will really miss my classmates.

gahhhhhhh.

Love my class so much.

STPM!!

When a long sleep is a reward to everything.

2011-08-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

My July started with a little blood,

then a lot of blood in prefects one day camp.

Poor Li Sar.

Our dead person for the CSI game.

Some sporty moment with my fellow form 6-ers.

The lower sixers are awesome.

Quek's in advance birthday celebration.

Yup. That's too gay.

Sports Day preparation.

Not easy. Took 3 big guys 9 hours to complete.

Welcome back, my pyramid.

Sports day.

Extremely small wristband for an XL hand.

My turn for 4X400 (thank you daniel. x)

Last time doing poco poco.

amazing JULY!!!!

Can't believe it's all over.

All this was REALLY FUN.

I will really miss my prefects,

yellow house people,

scouts,

form 6 fwens,

and all my awesome awesome friends. x)

I <3 my form 6 life.

Back to work.

Only in malaysia,

Cigarette got a butt.

Sports day's inner story.

2011-07-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

Chapter 1 : I am lying.

I love people that talks big but don't do a thing.

I hate people that do things quietly, without asking for a reward.

I love irresponsible people.

I can't stand people that's late,

I can't stand people that's lazy,

but i can only stand people that's irresponsible.

I love people who say cannot, when they haven't even try.

I love those people that wrote their names, but disappear when

yellow house needs them.

They might have 2 or 3 handphones, but got no credit to inform us, which,

i feel this reason is pretty acceptable.

I am happy.

I am not tired.

I didn't curse today.

I didn't say i wanna whack those irresponsible people today.

I had such an easy time finding replacements.

I was not angry.

Chapter 2 : That's The Truth

I love my BOD very much. Liya narm karthi. For helping so much.

I love the weather today. It's not as hot as before.

I am so proud of maniyarasu, for showing up and help us.

They are good. I've done my best.

I can stand people that's as stupid as me,

i can stand people that's not sporty,

i can stand people that's boring,

BUT, not IRRESPONSIBLE PEOPLE.

If you ask me whether i am happy, "DUH". Of course not.

So many things happened today, and to be honest,

i am so disappointed.

Some of them were fine. Really helped.

Some talk big, or sign in for events but NEVER SHOW UP.

Yah. Disappointed.

and of course, i am shit damn tired.

But honestly, this year's sport's day rocks. I love the house captains.

We are such nice friends. x)

Lost, but proud of the winners.

Very proud of them.

Shok chang, Cha, Joey, Li Sar, Tzen Yew, Szi Wei.

No matter what,

Yellow house spirit!

I am retired. Finally.

Busy busy weeks. 2 weeks. I need some time for myself. :)

2011-07-21T02:55:00.000-07:00

Just had a visit to IJN.

Visit our Mr. JP.

He's fine.

He had triple bypass.

the awesome entrance.

By the way, while we had lunch,

i noticed something.

Only in Malaysia,

People smoke right under the no smoking sign.

(maybe china got too)

this guy is a pro.

Nights.

When something comes for free, there will be people that don't appreciate it.

2011-07-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

The closest picture that can express what i feel now.

You know I teach drum in church, for free, right?

If your drum lesson notes was left everywhere,

the notes that you write when you're really tired,

or when you are really really busy,

you will feel terrasa too, right?

I really hope the students will appreciate me a bit.

even, for the bass class.

Since when you can find a teacher that teaches drums and bass,

that passed theory in music,

passed in guitar and piano exam?

maybe i am not a pro.

maybe you got friends that are better.

maybe you can find the pro's, but, with FOC, can you find one?

Most of my students are fine. But, that one or 2,

if you guys wanna make it that way,

FINE WITH ME.

DONE with the complaints.

I hope my students can see this.

I know they won't.

My blog is my secret hideout.

"maybe not so secretive anymore"

BERSIH.

We need to destroy UMNO / BN this time.

People's power!

Reformation.

I love Malaysia,

I hate the government.

Malaysia. OH Malaysia.

2011-07-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

I won't mind if the bumiputras are protected by Government.

But, in this case, helping UMNO isn't going to help you guys.

Wake up.

Don't get fooled by that RM 500 ang paus you receive before elections.

It's people's money. Not their donation.

And, they give you RM 500, they take all your earnings.

I really hope malaysia will change.

Malaysia needs to change, immediately.

Use some brain.

Stop the BarbariaN.

It ends tonight.

2011-07-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

Drum cover can la.

Piano Cover you might need to wait.

I used to have everything.

Now, the big piece of my heart is lost.

misunderstanding hurts.

Breaking of 2 orbitals is never one side's fault.

One side might lack positivity while the other hand might be too unstable.

It's my fault. I admit.

No matter what, it's not all my fault.

Feeling quite sad.

I think I've woke up.

but, it's out of my hand.

There's nothing i can do about it.

You deserve a better one.

I mean, YOU, deserve a better one.

It's time to end this.

The pain, the shattering.

Mind the words you used.

You might not mean it, but guys are just so direct that you can;t believe it.

Don't make assumptions.

Your small test on him might disappoint you.

Don't break the bonds easily.

He might stay strong at first, but he's weak inside.

Don't lose your faith.

He might disappoint you, but at least he tries to win it back.

Don't make him jealous.

When there is a bond, he treats everyone as enemies.

When he confess to you, he mean it.

Guys are direct. Everything out from their mouth is what's in their mind.

When he cries for you,

no one in this world, can love you more than he does.

When he gives you his all,

appreciate it. That's the best gift already.

Don't hide a thing to yourself.

He's willing to listen, no matter how busy he is.

Understand his situation.

He would love to help you, but at times he can't help.

Don't treat him as a sandbag.

He seems to be fine, but he only tells you good things, not the bad ones.

Don't say he did nothing for you.

He might have done something small, but doesn't want you to find out.

He might be playful.

Accept it, or tell him where's the limit.

Tell him what you want.

There's no way he could guess what you want besides you telling him.

He might not know what you feel.

Cause guys, are born to be not sensitive.

He always talk to your best friend.

Cause your best friend is the one that knows you best before he knows you.

When he gives a promise,

he will really keep it. Don't force him to break it.

Don't tell him to change his target.

It is not going to help. It only brings damages.

When he has done something wrong,

he will do everything to make you feel better.

May God heals, and bless all of us here.

This corner does not belong to anyone anymore.

Now, it's my message to my friends.

Do you love God enough?

2011-06-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

By looking at what I have,

health, some money to spend,

sweet family,

cool friends...

that part of my heart that's lost, doesn't count anymore.

God. I want to learn to love you more.

Not to look at what i don't have, but look at what you've given to me.

Btw, that's the picture of the certificates i have.

All participation certs. :D

I have to arrange lo.

A lot of rubbish cert.

Btw, ONLY IN MALAYSIA.

you can see drivers that park their car at the middle of the road.

A whole new start,

a whole new beginning.

Not used to it,

but, that's the punishment of taking wrong step,

punishment of being not sensitive.

God's will, please guide my way.

Stoned at the sky. God, please take me with you.

2011-06-24T04:38:00.000-07:00

Such a beautiful sky.

Is heaven this beautiful?

God. Take me with you.

Life isn't easy.

Passed through socializing stress,

studies stress,

prefect BOD stress,

piano exam stress.

I was hoping Thursday over ASAP.

The piano exam was like, so stressful.

I played quite badly la.

Scales and songs maybe pass by a lil.

Sight reading and aural test jia lat ad.

and, today's performance for mrs. Tan's retirement.

Haih. Stupid sound system AGAIN.

Spoiled everything.

No matter what, I am glad friday is over.

1 big burden down.

You make the decision.

Cause Olympiad Maths are for Crazy People.

2011-06-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

So many people.

My dream of becoming top 50%, gone.

Went for Olympiad maths today morning.

And, we were like,

"Quek. If we happen to finish 1 hour before the test ends,

LETS GO YAM CHA."

That's how depressed we were.

SERIOUSLY.

When you look at the question, you just feel like,

WHO'S BRAIN CAN THINK ABOUT SUCH QUESTION!

-.-

Question 1 that freaks me out.

A circle. Draw a square in that circle. Then draw another circle in that square you drawn. Then draw another square on that circle that you drawn, etc.

How many squares should be drawn if the next circle's radius is less than 1/3 of the radius of the circle before.

I managed to find the flow of it.

But, TOO BAD.

i got the wrong ans.

Working no marks.

Btw, those geniuses came for this competition by bus.

Or literally, busESSSSS.

I don't know why their school can have so many smarties.

Cause, my school, sent only 12.

-.-

and, i noticed something.

They are not afraid that you cheat.

Super big exam hall, no one watching.

Cause, i think they know,

the questions are just SO HARD, that it's still pointless if you cheat.

btw, 9 questions in 2 and half hours.

No calculator.

no LOG book.

All i got is, a pen, a brain,

and 6 papers that's as BLANK as my brain.

Another fun part of exam is, seeing 50% of the hall emptied after just 1 hour.

THANK GOD I DIDN'T MEMORIZE ANY FORMULA.

Cause, I didn't use any. I didn't GET TO use any.

Okay.

Done with olympiad maths.

I am proud that I joined it.

and managed to

answer 2 questions,

guess 4 questions,

and

blank 3 questions.

MIRACLE COMES, LIKE HOW YOU SEPARATED THE SEA.

Long time never blog ad.

So this blog, kinda long.

Study loh.

Bye..

Thanks for accompanying me.

I felt better, and less nervous.

And, Thank God too.

My super slacking days are over. Back to work.

2011-06-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

This movie ends my holidayS.

Not exactly holidays.

But, who cares.

Right after holidays,

teacher distributed most of our paper.

IT was like judgement day....

50% of the form 6-ers failed maths.

50% of the form 6-ers failed chemistry.

Physics will be out 2moro.

GONE.

God bless mann.

See you.

Don't treat God like water bottle,

you will think about your bottle only

when you're thirsty.

This holiday.

2011-06-10T08:16:00.000-07:00

Imagine,

you are suppose to have 2 weeks break,

but,

1st week, Monday to Wednesday you got 3 hours Chemistry class.

2nd week, Monday to Wednesday got 3 hours + Chemistry Experiments.

without considering tuitions, piano classes.

and have to study whenever i got the time.

AWESOME HOLIDAY.

What I am proud of myself about this holiday is...

I watched 3 movies in 3 days.

not good.

don't learn.

my 1 hour of break is over.

back to work.

see you. :D

deep inside.

It's not gone, yet.

Hey.

2011-06-02T04:01:00.000-07:00

Thanks for everything.

I am sorry.

Take care.

I'm Home. :)

2011-05-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

I super love this song.

And it's dedicated for Cancer Survivor.

And i super love simple plan.

I wanna cover 1 song.

From Guitar,

To bass,

to drums,

and to vocals.

I am interested to do it.

Support? no support?

See you.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

I'm back, my bloggie.

I think, you know,

how much you meant for me.

Time passes, 4.5 years.

2011-05-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

I've already planned my 5 years.

I will wait, and I am sure I will wait.

Should i perform for SAS Got Talent?

Btw, I think I've done great for my exam.

I tried my best.

Can pass all, hope can score some B's.

Or maybe with 1 or 2 A-.

Thankius.

btw, generation.

When time pass, things tend to change.

Tradition will be history, rules will be tradition.

Tell you what, I used to defend for tradition too.

Then, after a wake up slap by my scout senior, i realise,

it's good to keep the tradition.

if the new trend is good, why not make a change?

So, now, I am more rational on things.

I don't keep things on 1 way anymore.

Hey. I am just giving my point of view.

I am not asking for a change.

Just listen. Maybe it might help?

I respect traditions, and I seek for Good Improvisations.

That's my conclusion.

I said I will.

Time, will prove everything.

Dear Spammers,

2011-05-20T02:26:00.001-07:00

Kindly improve your engrish.

Don't let people laugh you die.

Thanks.

I really really hate those spammers lo.

Why so no life.

-.-

Get a life.

I want my blog to be clean.

and,

they think I am stupid.

-.-

And recently facebook also got a lot of spammers.

Spam facebook, for what. -.-

Exam week 1 is over!

Done most of the hard papers, but still got

CHEMISTRY....

No wonderful weekend for me.

Toodles.

In my dream,

so many times.

Don't go.

What are words.

2011-05-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

I like this song.

You?

I hope i can sing like him.

I tried my best.

I feel homey in my blog. My 400+ posts blog.

2011-05-16T10:43:00.000-07:00

The physics of rain is when a cloud can't hold anymore water droplets.

People relate rain to sadness.

That's when you cry, but no one can see.

*I feel like composing song again.*

was inspired by my new blog song.

Sweet huh?

but i can never write lyrics like them.

My engrish fails.

big time.

ish. i hate it.

you look at the time i post this, you'll get what i mean.

"dad. don't need to wake me up for breakfast. i slept late last night."

what i did?

can't you see i am correcting it?

your phone was off.

study time.

finally got a lil of time for myself.

silent moment.

toodles.

You can differentiate fake or real.

Now i computerize it. Can you feel it?

I know you can.

I will be here.

2011-05-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

*Happy birthday rachael.*

Such an amazing friend you are,

even though you scolded me,

and bullied me when i was the secretary for survivor 08.

hahahaha.

what a good friend you are,

best friend.

thanks for being with me when i need someone to talk to.

every moment.

My form 6 life turn out to be super stressful.

That I think,

*Press shift*

*press 730638672-95792-67396757430606849-6347*

explains everything.

and, i am so black now,

that everyone asked me,

"WHY YOU SO BLACK"

when they see me.

Black huh?

*my hand with rachael's hand*

Thanks to the intensive sports last week.

So stressful.

Studying.

Now is 2.27 am.

But, no matter what,

my form 6 life is brilliant.

no regrets.

Every moment when i need you,

you will be here.

:')

One Team.

2011-05-09T00:53:00.000-07:00

A team means,

no matter how much you contributed,

no matter how much you shine,

no matter people can notice the part you offered,

no matter it's tough, easy,

we face it together, we win together, we lose together.

Sometimes I failed to be a very caring friend.

I might left their feeling out.

I am sorry.

But still,

the incident that day,

I've left no choice.

It's my fault.

I admit that.

I will apologise for what I've done.

I did apologise, but I will do it again.

Right in front of you.

I am sorry.

Still, WE won. Not I won.

I am proud to have you in the team.

Thanks for all the contributions.

I am not the Yu Hong last time anymore.

A game = Everyone try their best to win.

I want to win, winning is important,

still, I won't mind if I lose.

I didn't blame on you when we lost,

right?

Now, those years are 2009, 2010 and 2011.

2011-05-07T09:04:00.000-07:00

One whole weak, i got burnt like crap.

Monday interschool sports.

Basketball, Futsal, Captain Ball and Tug of war.

Tiring enough.

Futsal!!! x)

Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, interclass games.

OMG.

Those guys are just so so so rough. -.-

Who cares. Manage to get 2nd place thou. x)

Then Saturday, Sports Carnival.

Handball is just so so so awesome.

And this year, we can have the cleanest game.

Unlike last time they play really rough.

(but still have to limp after match. x) )

Still, thank you team.

You guys are awesome.

We earned this.

We worked so hard for it.

No more handball for me.

Gonna miss handball.

Side of stories,

"LIKE" my leg.

I am 50% indian now.

:)

Hey.

Always in my mind,

take care.

My junior told me it was year 2009, and 2010.

2011-04-28T02:12:00.000-07:00

Another handball fever.

I HOPE TO HAVE PRACTICE!

Sports carnival is coming.

hope to see you there, cheer for me, when it's our game.

GO YELLOW HOUSE!

Hope to see you,

and the final chance to see

me in handball game.

Sorry about the sad post yesterday.

So many things happened.

Now things turn on well.

OK LAH.

And signature drive.

My juniors, please don't stalk my blog.

The topic i talk is only for the older people.

There's nothing you can find here.

I did not put any answer for the maths questions i gave you.

Yes. I forgot the question I gave.

FIND SENIOR TO SOLVE FOR YOU LAH.

GO GO GO.

See you.

Look so gorgeous.

From the mountain to the valley, Easter rainy day.

2011-04-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

Last sunday was easter.

Didn't have time to blog about this.

But, these are some pictures that i caught.

Floating masking tape?

Super heavy rain. If you look properly,

you can actually see the 45 degrees of rainfall.

Poor pot. And my balcony was flooded.

The crazy rain. can you see it fall at 45 degrees?

The tree beside our pool. Hydrophillic?

I am quite bored.

Maybe doesn't feel happy now.

So many things happened.

But, what happened?

Don't you hate it when something bad happen,

but you don't know the reason behind it?

really.

Just tell me what happened?

I have to know, I need to know, I want to know.

I will help. Ask me to do anything for you.

Maybe I got Piano Exam stress plus STPM stress.

So stressed.

Nothing good to post up.

I am sorry.

But i love easter thou.

EASTER.

I am trying my best.

Remember what you said to me?

I trust you. Please.

Footsteps under the rain.

2011-04-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

Rain.

I feel that I am stronger now.

That's our memory.

Keep it.

if there's another rain, I will do the same thing.

Studying BIO.

1.30am.

Tired, but better get going.

MUET exam. I hope i can do well.

Give me some ideas for my signature drive task. Thank you.

I can feel you.

Thank you.